I have decided to make some changes in my life...changes toward a more positive lifestyle. The past few weeks have found me reading about the Daniel Fast and slowly trying to prepare myself for beginning this new journey. I have cut down on snacking and have chosen what I do eat more carefully. I know I need to become mindful of what I put into my body and the effect of that food on both my physical health and my spiritual health. I am not going to weigh myself to keep track of pounds lost even though I do need to lose weight, get in shape, and lower my cholesterol. This first fast, for me, will be a spiritual fast. I have found myself further from God than I want to be and I pray this action I am undertaking will lead me back to a strong faith. When I first became a Catholic, my mother-in-law was a huge influence on me. Her faith in her daily rosary was inspiring and I vowed to say a rosary daily, too. I did keep up with it until my second child was born and then I became overwhelmed with young children and life. Depression followed and even though I got medical treatment, I never went back to my daily rosary. In retrospect, I can see how much that daily prayer centered me, calmed me, and made me a better person. Whatever arguments I may have with the Catholic Church as an institution, the truth is....the rosary and the ritual of it eases my soul and I miss it. So this first time with the Daniel Fast is going to include readings and prayers to help my spirit and the weight loss will be a secondary, though welcome, part of my new routine.
I planned my 21 days of food...starting with easy recipes and lots of protein because I do have some health issues. Later, I will add more vegetables, tofu, and fruit. Liz went with me to the grocery store today and helped me in my hunt for the vegan/non-preservative food that I need. Tonight I will prepare as much as I can and package it into individual servings so that temptation to overindulge is limited. It was an expensive trip to the store, but with practice, I should be able to figure out what I need and ways to get it more cheaply...buying my vegetables and fruit at the roadside stands, for example.
My first week on the fast will be something like this:
~Take my morning medications
~Read the Daniel Fast Daily Devotional
~Breakfast of Apple Pie Oatmeal or Banana Wheat Bran Cereal
~Begin my first 32-ounce container of water
~Lunch of vegetable soup or navy bean soup
~Rosary
~Begin my second 32-ounce container of water
~Snack--apple, strawberries, or pear
~Begin my third 32-ounce container of water
~Dinner of Black Bean and Brown Rice stuffed Peppers or Vegetable and Bean Paella
~Rosary
~Begin my fourth 32-ounce container of water
~Snack of Garden Fresh Bean Salad, Persian Salad, Chapatis, or Roasted Chickpeas
~Devotional reading from "Wisdom Writings for Women" which I downloaded on my Kindle.
John and the kids have said that they would support me in this effort...so I hope that I can finally find some peace and some better health. I love my family dearly and if I continue the path that I am on now, I won't be around as long as I would like to be. Eating mindfully and healthfully should end up in a healthier body to go along with a healthier soul from prayer and devotional reading....at least that is my hope...........
My sister recently confessed to her priest that she doesn't say the rosary regulary and amazingly he told her it wasn't a sin LOL. As far as the fast goes I did much better spiritualy when I stopped letting food guide my day. Just snacking on fruits, vegetables and nuts through the day without the "meal" pressure. Good luck and I'm praying for your peace.
ReplyDeleteWell, it may not be a sin to not say the rosary, but I do feel a "lack" when I don't say it. As for the food...I eat without realizing what I'm eating and I eat what I think I am craving. Your support means so much to me....
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